PUMI'S blog…

What is left of kisses from a love gone wrong???

Memories of…

Gaping wounds

Dignity doomed

Pride knocked

Soul mocked

Memories of…

Her nestled in abusive arms

Wearing fresh scars as her armour

Afraid to breath

Fearing to awake the charming monster

Memories of…

Harsh words

Blinding blows

Ruthless jerks

And emotional neglect

Memories of…

How you could be two people

A abuser one moment

A lover the next

To one person

Memories of…

Being pushed around

Falling to the ground

Blocking coffee tables with her feet

Hands protecting her baby whilst she fed

Memories of…

Questions never to be answered

Why me?

Why her?

Why you?

Why us?

Memories of…

Her head on his chest

Listening to his heartbeat

Cheering her on

With beats on repeat

Bo-boom. Bo-boom. Bo-boom….

Telling her to

Be-gin. Be-gin. Be-gin again

She did

She ran

What is left of kisses from a love gone wrong?

Memories inducing….

Tears of anger

Rage and wonder

Of lies told

Mending gaping wounds

Of life’s blows

Knocked pride

Mocked Soul

Still one big scar of a love gone wrong

She stands tall

Head high

Pride mended

Soul mending

For her dignity

She did not surrender

She can finally close the chapter

For he is….

The disadvantage of beating a mute is you will never know the depth of her mind, her soul, her rage, her numbness or her plan to survive, for suffering teaches one to be still, to let go and let God.

Post abuse, one recovers, calm prevails and within a few months or years or however long it takes one to get through the situation. You Be-gin to live again. One cannot Alt. Ctrl. Del. unwanted memories, you just learn to better deal with them when they strike.

“The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.” 

― Elisabeth Kübler-Ross

My Blessing -> It all happened at a young age.

We grow through what we go through

XOXO

 

This entry was published on June 1, 2013 at 10:37 and is filed under Uncategorized. Bookmark the permalink. Follow any comments here with the RSS feed for this post.

4 thoughts on “What is left of kisses from a love gone wrong???

  1. Sibahle on said:

    And you my dear can guide the young ones on how to overcome or avoid such trauma Viva Mpumi

  2. Tshegofatso Højbjerg on said:

    That is DEEP my friend!!

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