[03.02.1981-> My younger self, moments after birth]
I know your struggle, I know your pain, I too was you at some stage in my life. I am not writing to tell you how to live your life, how to act, how to talk nor am I here to tell you how to go about your day-to-day living.
I know you think you are misunderstood, you question everything and at your age that is normal, however, realize that there is more to your life than what meets your understanding…. Know your true self (that which you feel you are? YOU ARE!), do not live your life to please others, you will only embody their beliefs and understanding, not yours. Fulfill your inner voice child, live your dreams unapologetically, take charge of thyself in a way that allows you to be true to your core. Remember this, if it feels wrong? It is wrong.
Live, love and accept the colour you came draped in. Be proud but do not infuse pride in your proud moments. RESPECT yourself, others, and your elders. Speak your mind however allow others to speak theirs too. This life will need you to think on your feet at times. Think it and Do it! This life is for the taking, TAKE IT! OWN IT! EMBRACE IT! For it is bigger than you could ever comprehend. The universe is in support of your thinking. channel your mental power correctly. never forget this: What the eye sees, so the mind thinks and you want! Just be careful of what you want. What is meant for you, will come into your life as though it fell on your lap.
Never fight for a mans attention. The effort is worthless compared to him fighting for yours. He is meant to hunt, let him, don’t castrate him. Honey, you are like a wild horse, you don’t need a man to ride you. You need a man to run with you! Be wary of a man who wants to clip your wing-span. Like a caged eagles’ awakened indignant soul spreads its obscured wings passion-caught, knows itself not to belong, you too must know your destiny’. How? You will feel it! There is an inner voice guiding you, listen to it.
Life will throw lemons your way, some will hit your face, some will knock you down. GET UP and grab those lemons baby girl, each one of them! Then make sweet Pineapple juice out of them, and leave them wondering ‘How the hell she do that’?! Life is not always rosy therefor guard the thorns and provision for them. Be emotional but do not let your emotions take over you, know your inner beauty, pay no mind to your outer beauty. Confusing the two brings turmoil and chaos to ones life…
Remember this… Misery loves company. Don’t be part of it. If it sounds too good to be true? it often is. stay away from it. Contrary to popular belief, SEX is great! No, it’s freaken AWESOME!!! You will start enjoying it in your 30’s. Trust me 😉
You will discover a gift you have, the blessed gift of intuition. No need to freak out, it is not the psychic ‘I see dead people kind’ but the … How-to-explain…mmm…. The energy-driven and Spiritual empathy kind, I call it our higher guidance to being solutionary (if I may). This will make you seem insane to your family. But that is ok, pay then no mind. They love you anyway.
You are beautifully flawed, embrace that! Always SMILE – Spread My Internal Love Externally, It’s beautiful!
Dear Girl Child, I tell you this because I too have been you and maybe want to make your journey a little easier 😉
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